Wednesday, April 27, 2016

ada.

sumber : laman besar dunia (www)

pertama kali nonton aadc circa 2003 rasanya.
saat hati waktu itu gundah.. pasang CD nonton di PC.
aku rasa aku sorang je yang teruja... gu yang lain x reti nak tgk bab2 cinta bersemi seiring puisi pujangga...heheheh

aadc...
ianya indah.
ianya suci.
Saat itu si gadis masih terkinja menikmati zaman peralihan kanak2 ke zaman gadis.
setia.
pada sang rakan. 
tapi akur.
akan kemanisan dan tarikan yang berlainan.
bila perhatian di beri kepada gadis..
lantas gadis paling pada teruna. 
tinggal rakan yang setia.

itu realiti yang pahit.
di sebabkan aku ni gemuk pendek hitam.
aku selalu jadi rakan yang setia yang selalu kena tinggal.
saat masa berlalu..aku jadik tabah
tapi xsangka history repeated herself.
zaman sekolah> zaman U>zaman kerja>zaman kareer.

so...
apa yang tinggal..?
ada apa dengan cinta?


tiada apa-apa
... tapi segalanya.


Sunday, April 17, 2016

bruk.



source: the world wide web


People now is pointing fingers. 
People are now angry. 
People also in confusing state.

me?
broke.
bruk.

Monday, April 4, 2016

Just me and my body


Back there i never think i am that fat, obese girl.
i was 11.
i was happy with my own life.
i never think why i have only pass-down school uniform, never for my own. 
i never think why i have only pass-down clothes from my father, sister & cousin.
i am enjoying my simple life.

Until he told me why i am such an ugly duckling in our family.
until he told me why i cant be like my sister; slim, beautiful and well-mannered.
i cried that night.
i blame God why me.
why.
why.
why.